so to start the month i was in a bit of an upswing and i was able to ride on that for about 3 weeks i only had a couple losing sessions inbetween that time. then i won a satalite into a 1k tournament and that just added to how the month was going. at that point was when i started to experience a little varriance and the next week was a little up and down. i also played in the tournament and busted out in 80th out of 110. i actually liked the tournament and it had a good structure and was all around a good tournament but i just couldnt get anything going really and made a couple plays at the wrong time and that was about it. so the last few sessions of the month i was able to level out a couple losses and i ended the month +6025. at the start of the month i decided that anytime i had a stack of 1000 or over and i had like an hour afterwards where it would get slow than i would pick up. i started doing that this month because last month it seemed anytime my stack got up to 1000-1500 i would eventually lose like 300 before i got up to leave so this month i decided to try it out and it seemed like it went well. i mean i feel like i was running pretty well this month but who knows that might of had somthing to do with it. there was a couple times i did stay when my stack got around 1200 and guess what i lost some before i left so im going to stick with it this month as well. at the moment i still think im in the middle of a little bit of varriance and i havnt really had a big downswing yet so im still expecting it. i feel my results this month were a bit on the high end and i realistically think that a 3-4k profit is an average winning month. right now im up 8k since i started playing in december so things are going pretty good i suppose and yeah thats about all for poker.
now for a recap at life and pickup for the month. well this whole month ive been feeling a little blank inside.
i went through this last winter when i was playing poker and it just feels like i lose direction in my life. ive been told that its normal for guys between 23-25 to feel that way and i dont feel greatly affected by it but its like i dont have a direction to push towards. ive also had some long term vacation thaughts on my mind lately. i dont know what ill be doing this summer, the company ive been working for in the summers might not have a job for me. thats not really an issue for me though and i could find a job with different companies but ive been really contimplating that if i dont work for them this summer that i might travel around europe for the summer.
i have a couple friends back packing around southeast asia right now and it has really inspired me to do somthing like that for myself and ive always wanted to go to a lot of places in europe but i wont know if im going to commit to the trip until probablly around may or somthing but its a thaught that is looming in my head. as far as pickup goes for this month ive seen some improvements. the first part of the month i found some really good educational stuff and learned a lot and i feel it really helped with my pick up game. i started implimenting it into my game and practice usuing the stuff whenever i would run game. i started running game on the weeknds to try and produce more results but i did skip one weeknd because of the bad weather this last weeknd i went out friday night to a bar near my place and i opened up a group of 2 girls and 1 guy and talked to them for a bit but then i eventually ejected the next day i went to the mall to run day game and i saw the same two girls there but i didnt approach them cause that would have been wierd, after that i didnt find any other opportunities to approach anyone so i went to another mall. i was in a store when i stopped this cute brunette who was proabablly an 8 and i talked to her for a bit. she actually seemed shy and it looked like she was blushing at the start of the interaction it came time for me to get her number and she said she had a boyfriend. i persisted a couple times but she wouldnt budge so nothing there. after that i went into the mall and while i was passing by one of the stores a girl that worked in it came to the front of the store and i started to talk to her. she was a cute brunette as well but this time probablly just a 7. she actually seemed really interested in me and when i went for the number she was really forward about telling me that she wouldnt flake out or anything. so after that i sent her a text and she replied then she went to a hockey game and missed one of my texts and she sent me a text saying how sorry she was that she missed it and hoped i would forgive her so she was showing me a lot of interest. i was actually out drinking that night with a friend and wasnt really trying to run game so nothing happend that night and i sent the girl a text the next day and she didnt reply so like 5 hours later i sent another one and still nothing. i waited a couple days and sent another one this time this one was ment to get a reaction and still nothing. so i feel like somthing ligitimitaley happend who knows maybe her phone broke or somthing but a girl that was that interested and responsive and then all of a sudden nothing kinda points that somthing happend but who knows. so i learned a lot this month from pickup and although i only got a few numbers that all flaked out and a kiss on the cheek from a hot lesbian two nights ago i feel like im progressing a lot. thats the one thing about pick up. it doesnt just teach you how to pick up girls it teaches you how to make your life better and make you a more rounded man in general and im seeing it more and more. this next month im expecting even more results, maybe even a pee pee touch ;)
other than all that non sense, im expecting next month to go pretty well. varriance depending oooooof course but it should be another well rounded month. so untill next time cosmonauts, stay tuned
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