so glad this month has finally ended for multiple reasons, also this month so far has been the most action packed month. too bad it wasnt good.
ill start with life. well this has a little to do with daygame as well but earlier in the month me and the girl i had been seeing when i first got back into alaska ended up splitting up. it never ment to be a serious relationship and pretty much ran its course so it wasnt a huge deal but still wasnt fun by any means. i also only had one day off this month which has been pretty stressful and its starting to wear on my body physically and mentally. this month was pretty much all around exhausting but it did seem to go by pretty fast which i thought it would do so thats a plus. only having 1 day off from work means i didnt really have much of a life. i hung out with my friends on my day off that was pretty much it. yeah pretty boring.
daygame was somewhat of a let down. i think i only went out 3 weeknds and from what i remember there wasnt hardly any girls out. it has got a lot colder especially in the last 2 weeks (even snowed once which was crazy!) so when its like that its almost like the girls go into hybrination. i ended up doing 8 approaches and got 1 number a couple days ago. i sent her a couple messages but didnt get a reply so she flaked. i felt like she would cause ive been skipping out on a pretty important step in the conversations which is building comfort. usually you open, build attraction and then go into comfort. well sometimes when youre all caught up in the moment its easy to forget to go into comfort before you end the conversation and thats why they flake. its something i have to work on but ill be able to put in a lot more effort when im in cali in a couple months.
poker was by far the biggest let down although i feel fine with my results. i ended up losing 75$ (7.5 buyins) but with rake back i only ended up being down 60$ in a massive 7000 hands. dammmmnnn!! i put in some volume. yeah jk. the reason i dont feel to bad about my results is because i felt like i played pretty well. i also had an insane losing session that lasted an hour that i talked about a couple posts ago. none the less its still another losing month which marks my 2nd losing month in 2.5 years. but ill say it again cause its my favorite excuse to run to :) if i were able to put in a decent amount of volume then im sure i wouldnt have losing months. hopefully this is the poker gods way of toying with me so that when i got to cali and play 5/10 then ill just destroy the game. i can hear it now " WAIT! this guy isnt even beating 10nl and he thinks he can beat 5/10" thats someone who hasnt read my blog before haha. i actually encourage degrading comments or trolling because it gives me more motivation to succeed.
october will probably be my favorite month for the reason because when its done i get to leave this horrible place and move to LA and do the things i want to do for 6 months. god i cant wait. october will probably be really low on volume and content. ill do the same routine for the first few weeks with daygame and poker but then i have to start organizing things and whatever else it takes for me to get ready to move. im not really expecting to much results from october, mainly just a practice month before i get to the real thing but ill still put effort into it like i would ordinarily.
well just this last month guys and things will really start to get fun and entertaining. also in the future i think i am going to try and add some videos of me maybe doing some approaches or playing some live hands and whatever else i want to put on her. its going to get really fun anyways untill next time cosmonauts, stay tuned :)
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