The final countdown!

Well it's that time of the season for me again, where I have about 5 weeks left and I can't wait for things to be done. Of course the end of the season isn't ever a happy time for me until the final day because usually it is filled with everyone having attitudes, lack of sleep, and horrible weather. It actually snowed today uuuughhh.

On the bright side this last week went really well In a lot of aspect of life. for last weekend to this weekend that just past I had a lot of good times daygaming including getting about 6 or 7 numbers of which a few have seemed to hook decently and I have a date planned for tomorrow so we'll see how it turns out.

I also finally had a day off Which was good, just hung out with some friends nothing exciting but it seems the more time I get a chance not to work the more I look forward to not working. Daytrading has been going extremely difficult. there is times where I think to myself yeah I understand this no problem then there are times where I'm like mmmmmm no fucking clue. which has pretty much been this last couple weeks. I really really want to be a profitable day trader as it really fits my personality so I hope over the next couple years I finally understand how to be profitable. Until then I'll just keep smashing my head against the wall, one day I'll break through it :P

There really isn't a whole lot to post about which is kind of lame. I like being able to fill my blog with fun exciting news but work sucks all the fun times out of the summer :(  but this winter should be filled with a lot of excitement and is only a short while away and then after that, just one more season of work and I will be on my own for a while (hopefully for good). Oh I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed, I guess that's exciting....

Until next time cosmonauts stay tuned

Future plans post red pill.

I touched on this briefly in the last post but I've been wanting to write this post for the last couple of weeks but I have just been too busy to.

After learning daygame and getting good at it you come across a reality kick. You realize that after everything you've been told about how finding "the one" will just happen and how things just work out how they work out is very different from what you come across in game/seduction.

Once you learn these skills you end up becoming the chooser and not the chosen. You have a never ending choice of which girls you decide to get involved with. Even with these dating skills some guys will still choose to get into relationships and sometimes even still get married. every one is different so whatever they want is up to them. The thing that matters the most is that they chose to do is, it didn't just happen that way.

After realizing you actually can control your dating life you start to realize that other things in your life can be controlled as well. Why are you living where you live, why are you working where you work, why do you do the things that you do. once you are consumed by the thought of "the red pill" you start to question why it is you do the things in your life. That is precisely where I am at for the moment.

Although I have found out over the years that my plans can change very quickly, I have still made plans for my future Post red pill. It has been a few years that I have been telling people close to me that I'm not to interested in my job and I'd rather be doing things for myself. with the whole "red pill" kick I've decided to quit my job after next season and venture into a more entrepreneur style of "work". I will be going from making 50k-60k net to probably barley making 30k net and the thought of it makes me happy because I will be doing what I want to do and how I want to do it.

I really don't care for America to be honest, I'm just tired of it at the moment and I find Europe so much more enticing. When I quit my job I plan on moving to Europe. I can only stay in certain places for up to 3 months so I will be moving every 3 months which is something I would absolutely love since I love traveling.

All of this will happen In about a years time. I know there is a lot of information out there stating that the best time to take action is now. I understand this but In 1 years time I will be in a really really good spot to take this leap and come out successful compared to if I were to start now.

In that time I plan on working on a bunch of entrepreneurial ideas that I have that involve free lance writing, working on my own website, start teaching guys daygame, and daytrading. Once I am in Europe I will also be able to play online poker again which I do believe I would enjoy again, I can teach english in certain countries as well as work under the table for construction companies or different options. So the income I'm not really worried about and I'm actually excited to start trying to venture out for myself although I am a little nervous but in an excited way.

A big addition between now and before I move to Europe is that I am planing on dating the girl I've been seeing from LA. I am going to take a break from approaching for a little while and focus on her. we have a lot in common and we plan on doing a bit of traveling. The only reason why I decided to get serious with her is because I believe I can benefit from her being in my life and we can have some really positive and fun times. I know you guys are probably saying oooo she's going to change you but I am very set in my ways and it would take A LOT for her to change my mind about moving to europe.

So this whole post is basically me pushing towards what really makes me happy, what I want to do because it is what I want to do and not what others expect of me. That is how I want to live my life and that is what the red pill makes you realize.

so until next time cosmonauts, stay tuned :)

My red pill exposure.

In the last post I talked about the idea of the real life "red pill" and how life isn't really what it is thought to be. In this post I wanted to talk about how I am living life now that I am looking through it with a new thought process.

Daygame/seduction is what did it for me. when I was 16-22 I had two serious relationships and looking back on it they both kind of just happened and more than not the two girls pursued me. After the last break up I had pretty negative thoughts towards dating and I moved to Vegas for the winter to have some fun, play poker for the winter, gain some life experience, and just get out. It was when I was about to leave vegas at the end of my stay that I "found" game. I was going out to the clubs about every other weeknd. nothing super crazy just going out getting drunk having fun, dancing, and trying to talk to girls... trying.

That's where it started. When I was going to the clubs without knowing any kind of game or seduction techniques I was still trying to approach. Unfortunately I was shit at conversations. I am generally a quite guy, and even over the years of pushing my boundaries and maturing my life and expanding, I am still a pretty quite guy. just who I am. Nothing wrong with that it's just it's not very helpful when it comes to conversations. So while I was clubbing in vegas and trying to approach the interactions would usually go the same. hey how are you, where you from, how's your night going, what are you drinking...etc. Like I was expecting them to fall in my lap just because I came over to talk to them. oooooh being young and unexperienced.

Well at the end of my stay in vegas I was getting pretty frustrated when talking to girls and not being able to build a conversation with them. I eventually youtubed "how to talk to girls" and came across some videos I liked. They were of a dating coach in austraila who primarily talked to girls during the day. I started watching more of his videos and by time I went back up to Alaska I wanted to try and start approaching girls during the day. I eventually found the "pick up community" online. (basically a bunch of websites, forums, articles, and so on of dating, pickup, game, and seduction). After finding the community online and approaching I began to take it more serious and put a lot of effort in trying to improve my dating life.

Learning game/seduction is great and I actually really suggest every male to try and do so. It isn't because you are able to have sex with the girls that you want but for me it is more so that your whole life changes for the better. you learn in game that you have to be an "attractive man", but that doesn't mean looks. you are attractive by the things you do in your life. hobbies, interests, style/fashion, grooming, physique, attitude, confidence, and so much more. so game really changes you to become a genuine real man and a man that you should be. That is why I like game and suggest other to try to learn it.

After getting decent consistent results in game my mind state shifted. I was able to meet the girls I wanted in my life and be able to put what ever kind of effort I wanted into them and if I didn't like them then I would move on to the next one. That is pretty much the start of my red pill exposure.

 Abundance

Being able to have the girls in your life and being able to be the chooser instead of the chosen is a great ability and experience. No longer will you have to "wait for the one" to come along. you go out and find her. Now being the chooser my mind began to shift. Why do people get married. most guys don't know game and have abundance so they live in scarcity and they end up settling with whatever comes along. If they had abundance would they get married? possibly, but this time it would be with a girl of their dreams and not some girl that fell into their lap. My thoughts on marriage aren't productive so I don't want to get married anyway but that's besides the point the point is that my mind started to shift from the thoughts of settling, and living in comfort and instead was being replaced with Abundance, pushing the boundaries, not settling, and trying to really see how far I can take life.

That's where I was exposed to the red pill. Now I was looking through my eyes in a way and thought process of not settling. Not just with women but with all aspects in my life. I've come to realize that over the past years of my career I really don't care for what I'm doing. It's ok, it pays great, but it's comfortable and isn't what I truly want to be doing with my life. So I decided after next season I'm quitting and going after what I really want. At this point in my life I don't really care for the American scenery and I find europe so much more intriguing. When I quit my job next year, I'm moving to Europe for however long it seems fit. I'm trying to have an intersting life instead of a boring comfortable life by introducing new things. I want to take salsa dance classes, I'm going to try free lance writing, and I'm learning how to day trade. I want to travel as much as possible and expose myself to new things, new people, new cultures, and new experiences.

I want to live life.

The list goes on but that is where I am at. It all started with the simple idea of trying to learn how to talk to women that made realize that life isn't what it is made out to be. You don't have to settle down and get married with the first girl you spend a couple years with, you don't have to settle with the job you are in if you don't care for it. you don't have to live your life in an unintersting and unexciting way. Once you realize that, truly realize that and take action. That is when you begin to escape the matrix. You have to take action though. So until next time cosmonauts, stay tuned :)

and,

TAKE ACTION!