so poker is going pretty decent. i was having a little ups and downs but overall am up pretty well. i think at the moment i am up 25 buy ins for the month but that includes a couple bonuses. also i signed up for rake back and i was able to get it, or at least im pretty sure i got it. i only played one sessions since they said my rak back account was active but it seems like i already got rake back. for me rake back isnt that big of a deal because im only playing 10nl and its pretty much just for practice but money back is money back. other than that just grinding away. since ive been off for the past 2 weeks ive been able to put in some decent volume, but i go back to work monday so it will probablly change. when i get back to working 12 hours a day i think i can average 1000-1500 hands a day and ill play like 4 days out of the week so i might be able to get somthing like 22k-25k hands in a month. pretty slack for online but its better than nothing.
life got a little interesting this past week. mainly with the girl that i have been seeing for the last 2 months. so the girl i was seeing was really not the type you would marry. she had a wild past and a lot of baggage. that made things interesting and being around her was fun, not to mention the sex... ooohh the sex. anyways, its kinda like eating somthing you shouldnt be eating cause its bad for you but you say " oh this one time wont hurt" haha. well i never intended to get serious with her and she knew that and a few days ago i just felt like things were getting to serious for me so i had her come over and talked to her about it.
she was pretty upset and its understandable and we actually did both really like each other but like i said i never intended to get serious with her. kinda sucks but had to be done.there was an instance that i was able to know that i felt like i was starting to get attached and this is what it was. there was a band that came yesterday and did a concert. pretty big time band called buckcherry, they have a couple songs on the radio. well they had a contest and the winner gets a free signed guitar and gets to introduce the band and then hangout backstage with them. well she won the contest, i have a past of being cheated on so the thought of being cheated on kinda lures in my head. although we werent "a couple" i was getting those thoughts that she was going to just have a swell time with those fellas.
so basically to me it concluded that i really shouldnt have been feeling those feelings and the fact that i was meant that i was starting to care for her more so i had to cut it off. also it stopped me from going to the concert. which isnt a biggie but woulda been fun to go if i wouldnt have had thaughts of lead singer banging the girl i was seeing the whole time i was there.pickup finally picked back up. this month had been going really slow up untill this weeknd. i had some things to do at the beginning of the month and then i got my tonsils taken out and was out for pretty much 2 weeks and so there was a lot of prime time that i missed out on. up untill thursday i had only done 7 approaches this month and got 1 number so i definitely had to try and get some more approaches in. well i went out thursday and was able to get 4 approaches in. after not approaching for a few weeks i was pretty nervous after the first few approaches. friday i think i did like 5 approaches and then saturday they had a festival going on downtown which i new would be prime pickings. and i think i ended up doing close to 10 appraoches. today is sunday and i think i will just take it easy today cause over the last 2 days i have gotten pretty sunburnt and look pretty funny haha. so over this weeknd i brought my monthly approaches up to 25 and i got 4 more numbers this weeknd. a few of the girls that i got the numbers from seemed alright but i felt like the interactions werent totally solid and would probablly flake. one girl i really connected with and she was really cute like an 8.5 and had big tits buuuuut she has a 2 year old kid so i dont even think i am going to text her.
just over this last weeknd i felt like i improved so much in pickup i tried a couple new things and everything just starting to click more and more. i almost cant wait untill next weeknd and see how things will go. also my friends 21st bday is on saturday so that will be fun. so i know this post had some a little drama and kinda delved into the dark side of my thaughts a little but things are going good. so untill next time cosmonauts, stay tuned :)
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