im all talk

ok from where i left off last week i was pretty pumped. had a good day off made a lot of night approaches won some moeny playing poker and things were goin strong. this week and weeknd has been an ultimate let down to say the least. so monday i dont think i did anything after work. tuesday i think i went out to a couple like cafe's but nothing was really happening. wednesday i went to lunch with a friend. thursday i actually spent a decent time after work trying to find a girl to approach but there just wasnt really any that i saw. not ones i wanted to approach anyway ughh. friday was a pretty big dissapointment. i ended up going to the mall to try that venue out and there were some cute girls there but i was trying to find the right situation to where they wernt in the process of being occupied so that i could have a decent conversation with them. i ended up going to the food court and saw a really cute girl by her self and besides that nothing really else that had any value to it. so i was like great this is a good spot to approach. i thaught of a couple subjects to fall back on if i needed to and then i headed over to do the approach i was probablly about 10 feet away from her when my mind went blank and my feet didnt stop walking... total failure hahaha. oooo the struggles of an aspiring pick up artist hahaha. so yeah after that i felt really annoyed with myself for not approaching her and bailing out. its like when you know the right play your supposed to do in poker or when everything tells you to fold but you still call. yeah pretty much what happen with me. one good quote that i heard from a pick up artist was that approaching girls was like jumping in a pool. the very first time its going to be super cold and such a shock. the second and third time might be a little like that but your starting to get comftorable to the water and after that you can just jump in without hesitation. but then after you go home have a hot shower get a good nights sleep and go back to the pool the next day your going to be warry of jumping into the pool again untill you get used to it again. and that whole little quote kinda helps out with the mental picture of how to go about it. but yeah saturday after work i was hanging out with friends. we were going to go to the state fair thats in town for about 10 days but one of my friends little cousin was having a bday party at a indoor water park so i was like its cool we can go next weeknd ill chill with you guys today. so we went swimming there was actually a cute life guard at the top of one of the water slides i actually hit on a little bit but the conversation was scattered and the last thing she said to me was "im married" lol. either way it would have been hard trying to get her number it was more of me just goofing off. after that we went to one of our younger friends highschool football games and watched that which was cool the only problem was it was filled with highschool chicks which are girls im not trying to go to jail for. so after that it was getting late and a couple guys from work were going to go out to this strip club so i got all ready and met them there and we ended up going to another strip club after that but nothing too special came from it. it was a fun time though. the more i mention strip clubs im sure you guys are thinking im getting more and more sleezier but i assure you im just having fun. after the strip clubs i was going to play poker again at the one home game i played before but it was pretty late and it probablly only wouldve went on for an hour so i called it a night. this upcoming week im really going to try and have more reults. it does suck only having a few hours after work to try and create results but im still going to push for it. i do however have a couple female situations coming into my life but its a different situation. both these girls ive met online.
im not opposed to meeting girls online, but if i only meet people online i feel like im horrible at live interactions so i would rather meet in person but i dont throw online meetings out the window either. anyways one girl i might actually be taking out on a date this week shes 19 seems sweet and shes cute so it will probablly be a enjoyable experience. the next girl is like a bottle rocket. shes 26 shes also cute but she is realllly kinky and weve been talking a bit lately and things are starting to get hot and heavy. i think we might end up meeting within the next couple weeks. shes pretty interested in being fuck buddies so that would be sweet but i cant stop my pursuits there. especially since i met them from online. so thats how things have been going so far. monday i probablly wont get into the action cause my moms going to come into town and i think were gonna go out for lunch but the rest of the week im gonna push myself for better results. ill fill you guys in on the details next time. so stay tuned cosmonauts!