Ok I know it has been a little while but so much stuff has happened I literally haven't had time to update.
The last I left off I believe was just a few days before the girl from LA I was seeing before I left there was about to arrive for 10 days. I had a lot of things planned for us to do and I was also able to take 5 days off from work which really helped and I needed a little time away from work anyways.
So the first day she arrived I was actually working and when I came back to my place there she was sitting in my bed wearing a little nighty. we both smiled and were instantly in the moment. It didn't take long before I had her bent over and had our emotions swirling with lust and attraction.
This girl is 31 and has a higher sex drive than me. The whole time we were here She probably initiated sex 75% of the time. every day we had sex at least twice a day. So there isn't really a need to talk about a specific lay but the sex was great. very passionate, aggressive, soft, sensual, hard, filled with emotions. a whole mix of everything. we loved every minute of it, but if I had to choose a single best time it would have had to have been when we went camping and things got really intense which involved me shoving her into the tent and us going wild ;)
We also did a bunch of other things besides just great sex lol. We went to a couple really fancy resturants one of which I had a whole bottle of wine and we stayed at the hotel for the night which was really enjoyable and at the foot of the mountain. we went hiking, camping at the foot of a glacier that we hiked around. went on a really long coastal bike ride. Just a whole lot of Alaskan things and up to that point it was the most fun Iv'e had in AK this summer and probably will be until I leave. we both really had an awesome time and in those short 10 days our connection really grew.
We both really really like each other, and if I was in the same place as her I would make her my girlfriend for however long the spark stayed alive. me and her have got a lot in common and she's got a lot of things that I look for in a girl. to tell you the truth I kind of wish I was with her but as for now it isn't so. The only downside to her is that her biological clock is ticking and we actually talked about it. I'm not interested in marriage with anyone, and she said she could live with out getting married if it came to it, but she said she wanted kids. it actaully caused a little bit of a stir but it settled down a little later. We both really really like each other but I think it will eventually get to a point that we will have to go our seperate ways because she will want to settle down and I wont. which is understandable and ok. for now we are enjoying each other for as long as it lasts and the next time will be about mid november when I go to see her in LA before I travel europe.
On the camping trip I tried some mushroom cookies that she made. Part of this year but mainly this winter is to really try to enjoy and experience life and when she asked me if I wanted to try mushrooms before she came up. I said yes (after researching it). I'm ok with the idea of experimenting with natural drugs, mainly plants. but I wouldn't ever touch synthetic drugs. To tell you the truth the mushroom trip was different than I expected but It was good. It felt like the body sensation you get when you are pretty buzzed from alcohol just before you get really drunk, but I felt really really exhausted when I was laying down which was most of the time. when I would stand up I would almost feel drunk but totally cohearant. we laid next to the fire pretty much most of the time which was cool and I kind of just dazed off into it playing with it with a stick. It was actually a pretty enjoyable experience. It wasn't like how it is portrayed as you seeing things and totally triping out. maybe different mushrooms are like that and it depends on how much you take but this expreince was really cool and I would take them again in the future if the opportunity was right.
After she left it was a little sad but things gotta keep moving on. Just 10 days away from my normal routines and It has taken me just about the same time to catch back up with everything. Don't get me wrong though I loved every moment of it and it was well worth everything. 2 days after she left I had a date planned with a 18 year old russian girl from the online dating site. I know what you're probably thinking. for someone who was so into a girl you sure aren't showing any respect. Well to me I do have that voice in the back of my head. also We aren't bf and gf. I do respect her but that doesn't mean that I need to take myself off the market just because I'm casually seeing someone who lives in another state.
The russian girl wasn't as hot as I thought she was and the few girls I went on dates with from the online site turned out the same as well. I'm actually losing a lot of interest in the online dating and actually just prefer going out and meeting them myself. None the less me and the russian got along fine. We went to a few places around downtown anchorage and I was actually going to try and lay her that day because she lived about 300 miles away and was just visiting for a week. the date went smooth and I got her back to my room with no hesitation really. I tried escalating pretty fast but all I got was some intense make out sessions. I'm still working on my first date lays. It turned out she had brothers she was visiting and was trying to live here so she was came the to try to find a job. we ended up setting up another date a couple days later and went go kart racing which was fun. got smoothies, headed back to my place where I began escalating again. russians are their own breed. they will test you and test you. say no no no but if you keep persisting and not showing and fear and show your manly "you dont phase me" attitude then you break down their shield and they attack you with their extreme sexual desire.
Things started to get really heated as I would take 2 steps foreward and have to take one back. I could have done this all the way to sex but I already decided before the second date that I was growing tired of her. After dealing with a bit of russians I actually don't really care for their personalities too much. they look really good, have the accent and everything like that but they lack a lot of other things.
well I must have escalated enough with her because she began to get aggressive with her sexual side and began to rub and kiss all over me. my clothes came off and she was giving me a blow job. for an 18 year old she knew what she was doing and this was the first blow job that ever made me cum... and she swallowed, pretty hot. afterwards we laid together and then she gave me a back massage. man, I was almost starting to reconsider her haha. she left a little bit after that and we've texted a couple times but i've kept it short. I wasn't trying to use her and if nothing would have happend i would have been fine with it but I'm just not into her so unless i get desperate or something or feel lonely than I probably wont be seeing her any more.
other than that i've been spending the last week trying to catch up on everything that I have been getting behind on. I've also been doing my demo trading (while at work on my phone :p ) things are going good and i'm learning but I can tell it will be a while before I start to get profitable if at all. turns out trading is simple but oh so complex. other than that life is good for the most part. so until next time cosmonauts, stay tuned :)
