in the middle

well now that i have internet set up i should be posting every sunday again if not a couple times a week. i can pretty much sum this week from the last time i posted in one word.. mehhh. ill start with life/pick-up and then poker

so life i suppose is going pretty steady which is the only thing thats showing results at the moment unfortunitly. my workout is going pretty smooth so the first week is over, i dont know how long ill work out for this time but it will probablly be somwhere between 12-16 weeks again with the last like 6 weeks being diet/muscle toning part of the work out. i think i said this last post but i baught a new couch this week and ill be picking it up this thursday so im pretty stoked about that, after i get my couch im going to get a bigscreen tv and then my apartment will be ready to start bringing the girls home... using the chloroform approach of course ;). so spreaking of picking up girls this week has been pretty hit and miss with a lot more misses than hits. the guy that i met here who is also a pua invited me to a going away party for one of his friends on friday night so i went to that. all his friends were rugby players and had some pretty interesting party routines which were pretty histarical and the party was actually pretty intertaining there were probablly about 6 ot 7 girls there and right when i got there i talked to one of them for like 10 minutes and it didnt go anywhere and later i talked to another for about 10 minutes as well but i thaught she was there with a guy so i didnt progress with it. after the party fizzled out me and my friend went to that after hours club again. there wasnt a whole lot of hot girls there but we did dance with these two girls for a bit but after that not a whole lot really happend. while he was dancing with one of the girls i walked the room and saw a group of people together with one of the girls kinda excluded so i approached her and talked for a bit things were going good. she had a protective friend with her though saying that she was getting married soon or somthing like that so i was trying to win her over so i could talk to the girl without interuptions but they left about 30 minutes after i started talking to them. the one girl i was interested in seemed like she was into me and if i had more time with her i think it would have proven some results, but i was able to get a picture with her.
today i went out to try some day game, i was initially just going to go out for a couple hours then go play poker but i didnt really want to be at the casino after midnight and i wanted to put more than 5 hours in at the table so i just made the day for running game, which turned out pretty sad. it seemed like there was a lot of people out, unfortunitley there werent that many hot girls that were approachable. i went to several busy stores and it was all the same which is the main thing i dislike about day game is having to go out and find the hot girls. i only found one spot to apprach a girl after 6 hours and it turned out she was married...fun. im debating wether or not to go out tomorrow for round 2 since monday is pretty slow at the poker room so we'll see

poker poker poker. oh how frustrating you can be at times. so i think the last time i posted i said i was either up lik 250 or down 250. i cant remember anyway i was able to have a decent day at the tables a couple days ago winning 1000 and i was sitting at like +750 for the month and then yesterday happend *wipes tears away* i lost like 600 within the first couple hours of playing and i was like great going to be a day where im fight to try and break even and then this hand happend.

utg raises to 15$ utg+1 calls 15 mp1 calls 15 button calls 15 hero is sb with KK and raises to 80$

utg calls 65 utg+1 calls 65 2 folds
pot:~265
flop K T 6 one dimond hero checks, utg checks, utg+1 checks

turn 8 of dimonds hero bets 100$ utg calls 100 utg+1 folds

pot:465
river is 3 of dimonds hero bets 180$ utg gos all in for 400, hero calss 220 more

utg has AJ of dimonds for the flush

so yeah i check the flop cause i pretty much just put them on pairs if there going to call my big 3 bet like that so i didnt want to make them fold right away and i wanted to disguise my hand, on the turn i bet 100 so that i wouldnt bet them off there pair, the river i actually tanked for a while cause i was trying to think of an amount jacks or queens would call, and if he had a set of 10s then we were getting it in anyway so i settled on the number 180, when he shoves i snap call and didnt even think about the flush and that set me down 1100 for the night so now im down 400$ for the month which isnt a big deal just a whole lot of break even happening. hopefully this is me "running bad" because if it is than when i run good i should be able to make some decent cash, time will tell though. i do feel like im running poorley, not totally horrible but i know im not running good so im just waiting for it to turn around. when i was playing in vegas it seemed like the swings would last on average between 15-25 days and my last session was number 14 so i think some fireworks will happen soon either for the good or bad. so i guess ill report back next week or if somthing dramatic happens ill be sure to fill it in. untill next time stay tuned cosmonauts

settled in back on the grind

ok so its been a couple weeks since i did a post but ive been really busy getting my apartment set up and i didnt get internet set up untill yesterday. a bit has gone on since ive moved to washington so ill recap it by starting with life, girls, then poker.

so life has been going pretty smooth it seems like after getting here it took about 5 or 6 days to find the apartment that i wanted and its about 10 minutes away from the only casino that spreads a 3/5 nl game with a full buyin of 500. well its not true nl. they have a state law in washington saying that the max you can only bet is 500 at a time so they call it "spread limit" meaning you can bet anywhere from 5-500. so it kinda limits your play if your super deep but i havnt seen any instances yet but more on that later. so after finding my apartment i moved in a couple days later and it took me a few hours to do that and then got everything setup. a couple days ago i baught i new black leather couch that ill pick up next week and then im going to by a new flat screen tv and things will be all put together in my place. i also started working out again last week and i think ill keep a routine of 4-5 days a week. i went and talked to my real job a few days ago as well and it looks really slow there so theres a possibility i might be playing poker for the whole winter but if things were to start getting busy there i think it will be in a few months so i should be able to put in some poker time. other than that things have been going smooth so far. in the life section.

so my dating life has been up and down. when i first got here i met two girls during the day and i went on a date with both of them. one date went really good but i just didnt have the attraction for her like i thaught. the next date went alright but it turned out the girl was pretty conservative and i think it would take a lot of commitment to get into her pants and thats no bueno. i went to a night club in seattle which was fun it was a little small but it was cool i talked to a lot of girls in there and one of the sets went really good and it could have went even better if i would have made a couple of key moves but i learned from my mistakes after going home empty handed. i met this kid online at a pick up artist forum and we met up in real life he was only 19 but he still wanted to run game so i guess theres this club that they let 18 and up in from 2am-4am so we went to that hes a pretty cool kid and has got some game his self i met a girl in there and talked and danced for a while i got her number but im not going to call her cause her english was a little off and it was hard to communicate with her. its kind of a turn off whenever im trying to create attraction or say somthing that has meaning and they dont understand what im saying so i guess i just got the number for practice. after that my game fell off i didnt do any approaches for like a week and thats all it took for me to not feel comftorable doing them again. once i started playing poker as well my focused switched like 75% poker and 25% girls. im planing on trying to do more approaches during the day though and really trying to find a fuck buddy but its only going to happen if i put in the time. so thats how my pick up has been going so far.


now poker, so i started playing poker about 11 days ago and since then i have had a bit of swings getting back into the game. the first 2 days i won a total of 1500 and was like alright thats the way to return to the game then the next 3 days lost my ass for a total of almost 2800 then had a really hot day and i took home 2000, that day i had 3k sitting in front of me at my peak but like the last hour i lost 500 so i got up and left then over the last 4 days or so i was able to come out a little ahead. right now im sitting like 350 up. so pretty much break even. i think its a total of like 2500 hands or close to it yippppeeeee. so after about 10 days of playing and getting back into the grove of things i felt like i had a leak when it came to bluffing. not like the little stabs or c-bets or the small bluffs like that but the big tripple barrells for 50-80bbs to me it seems like i was winning half of them and getting called the other half. just a rough estimate. so i did a little studying and went over the type of players im playing and decided to cut that play down a lot. theres a couple of key reasons i decided to. so the player quality at the casino that i play at isnt all that great id say that 20% are actuall winning regulars, 50% losing regulars or breaking even and then the rest are just randoms. another thing is the player callibur. the winning regulars are ok and ocassionally ill run into one that will put me to the test here or there but theres not that many. so after playing in vegas i was able to compare the two. if there was a level inbetween 1/2nl and 2/5nl in vegas than thats where these players would be scaled at. they seem a little better than the average 1/2 player but not better than the vegas 2/5. that being said when i started playing full time in the winter last year grinding 1/2 i remember getting frustrated with my big bluffs as well and i remember at one point just not bluffing at all. i dont totally rmember what my ultimate stratagey was for bluffing big at those stakes but i know it wasnt with a frequent amount. thats how i feel playing at these tables, theres just not enough thinking players to be able to run those deep thaught bluffs to make it profitable. although whenever im in a spot against a player i believe can think deeply i note it and allow myself to run those big bluffs on them. so thats the only real trouble ive had so far, still kinda getting back into the swing of things after not playing for 6 months. like i said im pretty much break even as of now, i dont feel like im running super horrible but i dont feel like im running good either so im just waiting for the big upswing. i kinda gave myself a rough estimate on how much i should be able to win in a 6 month period. i decided that 15k-25k is an appropriate amount. with 15k being the amount where i have ran a little bad or didnt put in that many hours and 25k being the amount where i ran hot and put in a lot of work. i decided i should be able to make about 3k a month on average except for this month. due to me moving and the holidays coming up and me getting use to poker again. ill be happy with taking home 1500 this month. so we'll see how things go. im keeping track of all my sessions so at the end of the months ill make my own little month graph to put up. so thats it for now untill next time cosmonauts stay tuned

hawaii recap part 2

before i finish the hawaii recap i have to catch up with the current things that have been happening so far. so after i got back from hawaii on the 22nd i cleaned my apartment and packed everything i needed to. i pretty much just hung out with friends till thanksgiving. i went to my moms for thanksgiving which turned out well and spent then night at her place. after i got back i droped my apartment keys off and officially moved out of my apartment. after that i went to my friends place for the night and then in the early morning on the 26th i flew into seattle. after landing in seattle i got a taxi to where my truck was supposed to be. since it was a weeknd i had to call the place to have somone get my truck which cost an extra 80$ but oh well so after i got my truck i headed to this cheap motel that i was told about from a co-worker and got a room for a week. the room actually isnt bad for a motel and ive been looking for apartments in a town about 20 miles away from seattle. ive found a few places that im really interested in and ill call them on monday to try and see if they got any apartments available. the reason im going to be living about 20 miles away is because its about 5 miles away from one of the main casinos in washington that spreads 2/5. seeing how i got here on saturday and i stoped looking for apartments after it got dark i was pretty much just hanging out at the motel and then i thaught about going out since i was really close to downtown seattle and the nightlife i ended up driving out to where a few of the clubs and pubs were to check them out but i had a couple complications. i had no idea where to park and didnt know the details with parking on the street because certain spots had limits and i didnt want my truck to get towed. also i didnt know the dress code of the clubs and i was on like 3 hours of sleep so i decided to just hangout for the night and ill plan on hitting the nightlife soon. so thats what has happened since ive been back from hawaii and now ill get back to the recap

so i left off last time where i totally missed an opportunity to get laid in hawaii i got back to my hotel and passed out. fast foreward through my sleep coma of about 7 hours and my mom is waking me up. we had arrangements to go on a submarine that day in a couple hours. it was thursday and i got up and realized for some crazy reason that i felt like shit (what ever could have caused that) we got ready in like 30 minutes and headed to a trolly stop to get picked up. after arriving at the spot where we board a boat to take us out to the submarine i realized just how hungover i really was. (although i have been way worse before) so we board the boat and start to head a couple miles off shore to dock the submarine. to make things even better the water was starting to get choppy. i found out a couple years earlier that i get sea sick in rough water. im fine when the boat is moving foreward but if it stops and starts to roll in the waves im pretty much a dead man. anyway on the way out there i could just tell things could get bad and i started to get a little feeling through my body. i was starting to get sick. the boat stopped to board the submarine and started to roll..uh oh... i was actually able to hold my composer for 10 minutes while we boarded the submarine once we were on the sub and it went down about 10 feet we wernt effected by the waves and i was able to recollect myself a bit. the sub ride was actually pretty awesome and got to see a lot of cool things and the deepest we went was about 103 feet.
after the submarine we had to get back on the boat to go back ashore and the whole sickness overwelmed me again i was able to keep it down till we got to shore. as soon as we got back i walked about 30 feet onto the beach and told my mom i was going to be there. she got me some water and went to our hotel i ended up passing out on the beach. it turns out surviving sea sickness while being hungover is pretty exhuasting. i woke up like 3 hours later with a little bit of sun burn and had a little bit of an apetite. i was feeling a bit better so i went and got some food and headed back to the hotel. after i got back we stayed at the hotel for a few hours before we went out for a nice dinner at the top of a building in a revolving restraunt called top of wikiki which was nice. i was feeling better and really considered going out for round 2 that night but decided to just take it easy.


on friday we had to check out at noon and so after that we did a little shopping hung out at the beach and then headed for the airport. so me and my mom split up at the airport since i was going to maui to see my buddy and she was going back home. the plane ride to maui was interesting, i ended up sitting next to a girl who was pretty average looking nothing too hot about her but i decided to strike up a conversation anyway. the plane ride was only like 30 minutes and we talked for most of it. i ended up getting her number even though i had no intentions with her. so my friend picked me up with his room mate wich turned out to be a girl. i think she was in her early 30's and she looked cute for a 30 year old. they already had plans for the night so after i dropped my stuff off we went out for the night. i found out she was recently single and so i decided to run game on her. i ened up talking to a bit of girls that night but put more focus on her we all had a good time after we got back to their place i decided to try and create a little more of a connection and talked to her a bit more. after talking a bit i realized it wasnt really worth chasing after her. again there was complications. the main one being that she just split up with her bf 2 days before who happend to be my friends really good friend. another one was that she had a lot of emotional baggage that i didnt want to deal with so i was like yeahhhh i can do without creating drama and deverted from the plan.

on saturday me and my friend didnt do to much . we did a bit of walking and got some food. we hung out at the beach for like an hour then we got some more food and i think that was pretty much it for saturday haha. it was pretty uneventful but i really didnt go to maui for much i pretty much just wanted to hang out and see how things go.

sunday turned out fun. we didnt do much for most of the day but later that night a couple of his friends were on the island as well who were from alaska and had got married there. they called him up and told him about a sublime concert that was going to happen at like 4 so we all got together for that. we took the bus to the concert place and got our tickets. there were 4 bands that played with the last one being sublime. the first one wasnt all that good the second band was ok but the 3rd band was pretty good they were a local band who just got done doing a 6 week tour so i guess there starting to get bigger but they were pretty cool i think they were called iration. i could see myself downloading their music. then sublime came on to finish the concert which made the concert pretty fun. the only problem was that i was suffering through the whole thing. you see the concert place was near maui state university so there were a lot of college people there. id have to say the guy to girl ratio was 50/50 and out of the girls 80% were hot. which was super sick. for some god awful reason it was hard for me to even think of talking to any girls. i have no idea why. i dont know if it was because i was with my friend who wasnt really into the concert or if it was like hottie overload or what but i could not work up any motivation to talk to girls which really killed me and left me hating myself for the night. to make things even better the bus lines wernt running that late at night and my friends only suggestion was to hitch hike about 15 miles back to his place and we began to walk... so to say the least i wasnt really in the best of mood. well we walked like a mile to mcdonalds got some food and he called his roommate to pick us up and we were back at his place like 30 minutes later. we pretty much just hung out for the rest of the night

so monday was pretty short cause my plane left at 4, me and my friend hung out and just chilled for a few hours and they took me to the airport around 2 and that pretty much caps my hawaii trip. to recap the whole thing it i had a pretty awesome time and im really glad with how everything turned out and all the fun times and stories that came from the trip

so now im hopping i can move into an apartment within the week and start hitting the felt again. its been too long it really has. when i start to play again ill be putting in the effort to dedicate study time as well not only for poker but picking up females as well so ill be juggling both activities which both take up a lot of time and dedication but im looking foreward to the fun. so untill the next time stayed tuned cosmonauts

hawaii trip recap part 1

so i am now back in alaska and have a lot of interesting and exciting things to say about my hawaii trip. that being said i will warn you that this post will most likely be pretty long, but will also be filled with some juicy details, so here goes. (p.s. wednesday probablly had the most excitment in it)

ill start with the plane ride. me and my mom had a straight flight to oahu wich was about 6.5 hours and wasnt too bad. after we got to the airport and got our lugage we got a taxi to our hotel. on a side note if anyone is going to oahu soon. find a different way to the hotel rather than a taxi i costed me almost 45$ to go about 5 miles which was aweeesome subtract the some. anyways, we got to our hotel put away our lugage and went out for food for the night. it was monday night and about 85 degrees pretty much the whole time we were there. so after we ate i think we walked around a little bit before we went back to the hotel to crash for the night.


on monday we decided to just do the whole beach thing so we spent probablly 4-6 hours at the beach doing whatever which was fun. after that we got some food and my mom went back to the hotel for a couple hours while i decided to try a little beach game. trying to pick up girls at the beach is a pretty interesting i thaught. its almost like a mix of day game and night game. on one hand your talking to a girl half naked in a revealing bathing suit so she obviously knows your not talking to her cause you want to know what kind of shampoo she uses. on the other hand its still during the day so its tricky to try and pull of a interaction that will keep her interested and not just some guy she met at the beach. that being said if you have a decent wingman i think a lot of damage can be done at the beach. sadly i had no wingman so i was in it alone. it was a little awkward approaching the first girl i talked to because it was somthing i have never done before but i overcame the nerves after i saw a girl sitting by herself at the end of the beach stretch, we talked for probablly 20 minutes. she was austrailan but just average looking so i didnt try and get her number. i think i walked the beach the other direction after that but couldnt really see any girls by there selfs. that night i believe me and my mom went out to eat at a bar/grill and after that she called it a night. i on the other hand wanted to see the nightlife so i went to a different bar/grill where they had some live music. it was a monday and wasnt super busy. i sat at the bar and about 10 minutes later 2 guys that i was sitting next to started to tlak to me. turns out they were in the navy. one guy seemed pretty cool and the other was a little wierd/drunk but they were decent guys. the whole time they were talking to me though they were basically trying to recruit me haha. they even said they thaught i had what it would take to be a navy seal. hmm imagine that. i left that place after the band stopped playing to see if anything else was going on but since it was a monday nothing much was. so i went back to the hotel to crash.

tuesday we had plans to go to pearl harbor and do the whole tour thing which was pretty cool. we took a double decker bus there which kinda toured you around the city before getting to pearl harbor. the exhibit its self was unique with a lot of history behind it and what not. im not a big nut on war history so it wasnt anything super intersting to me but someone who is could probablly spend all day at that place. so after we got done with that we headed back to the hotel where my mom decided to take a break for a couple hours. giving me another chance for some more beach time. so i started walking the beach and i saw a 2 set (2 girls). now to go off on a side note. approaching a 2 set is probablly the hardest thing to do without a wingman. the reason being becuase one of the girls will usually be left out because you eventually have to pick a target. you cant ever really isolate one of the girls to build any comfort to set up for somthing later without her feeling like shes ditching her friend which girls will never do. so the importance of a good wingman can be vital when approaching a 2 set. that being said id rather approach a 2set than not approach at all so i did. it turns out they were college students going to college there in hawaii. one of the girls had a huge rack on her and it was sooo hard to not stare im sure i got caught a couple times haha. after about a 20 minute convo i excused myself and went looking for a better scenario. i ended up stubling across a verry attractive blonde. i would have to say she was a 9, up to that point there wasnt many super hot females i had hit on usually just ranging from 7-8. the fact that she had an ass that was about to swallow her bikini was a good attribute as well. it turned out she was american but just got done living in austraila as an exchanged student or somthing like that. we talked for a while and i was able to get her number. i felt the conversation was decent but i just felt like she might be a little flaky she said she had friends there but she didnt specify if they were guys or girls so i dont know the whole story. i texted her a few hours later and didnt get a reply. she did reply to my text the next day but ill talk about that next. so after that i went back to the hotel and me and my mom got some dinner that night i didnt do much cause we had to be up a little early to do a couple activities

wednesday turned out to be pretty entertaining and had a bit of spice to it. we had arrangements to go pairasailing and jet skiing. my mom was crazy scared to go pair asailing as you can tell by her facial expression lol
i on the other hand thaught it was awesome. it was pretty cool being 400 feet up with hawaii as your view. after that we went jet skiing wich was also a lot of fun. we shared a jet ski and basically took turns seeing if we could throw each other off of it. i think we both flew off like 3 times each. so those two activities took a bit of energy out of us and we both went and got food right after we were done.
i ended up texting the girl whose number i got the day before again to see if i could set up some plans. she texted me back this time but told me she was busy which was pretty much a polite decline. it also told me a little bit about my game and i realized i need to be able to create a bit more comfort when im in the set to reduce the amount of flakes so thats somthing im working on. anyways after we got done eating my mom wanted to take a breather and went back to the hotel which gave me another chance at some beach game. i ended up finding a girl by herslef down at the end of the beach agian. it turned out that she was a local, and a bartender. i hate it when you find out they are bartenders cause they are so acutomed to guys you almost cant get anywhere. anyways i felt that since she was a local she wouldnt really be interested in a tourist but she turned out to be pretty cool and we talked for like 45 minutes or so. i kinda hinted towards setting somthing up in the future but wasnt really direct with it which i should have been so yeah no number for me. i started to walk back to my hotel when i walked infront of this resturaunt with two hostests standing out front. i walk past and one of them says "your looking kinda good right now" i look back and smile. then turn around and went back to talk to them. i talked to them for like 5 minutes before they started getting customers. with no real attraction or comfort built up i tried to ask one of the girls for her numbers and said she wouldnt give it out because it was unprofessional which is true, to make things even more interesting as i was talking to the two girls, the local girl from the beach came walking by and totally saw me trying to hit on these gilrs lol. she walked by giving me the hang loose sign and i gave her a high five when she walked past. right after that happend i was like uhhhhmm yeahh so i was like stuck on both situations haha thinking back i should have went and talked to the local chick again but oh well. after i got to my hotel i think we went out for dinner and then my mom called it a night. tonight for me was full of possibilities. there were a couple of places i wanted to check out. i went out around 9 and had a couple drinks at a couple places but the one place i really wanted to check out was a place called senor frogs which was supposed to be busy pretty much everynight around 11. so once 11 rolled around i went there and it turned out to be a pretty poppin place with a lot of cute females. the only problem was i was starting to get a little drunk, and gaming while you are drunk usually doesnt prove results although tonights ending was a little different. so i dont remember how many girls i talked to but i do remember they were all pretty much hot i did a bit of dancing and just had a really good time. i went up to the bar to get another drink and i said hi to a girl that i thaught i talked to earlier that night and she was like WERE GOING SKINNY DIPPING WANNA GO... no thanks. jk i was like YEAHHHHH lets do this. i had no idea what the hell was going down besides that we were supposed to go skinny dipping. so we get out of the bar and it was a group of 3 girls and 4 guys me being one of them. what made it even more interesting was everyone was from anchorage alaska except for one guy whcih was a crazy coincidence. so one of the guys was there got married to one of the girls so they were together. which left 2 other girls and 3 guys yeah doesnt add up. we get to the beach and we strip down and run into the ocean. the married couple go off and do there thing one of the guys ended up laying on the beach by himslef which worked out and left me and another guy and the two remaining girls to ourselfs. one of the girls went with the outher guy and did whatever which left me alone with the girl. it was a unique experience ill tell you that much. there we were naked in the ocean trying to get to know each other haha. now i had two main issues one i was drunk at this point. my sentences were starting to not go together so well and i wasnt too clear im sure. another obstacle was swimming at night in the ocean turned my penis into an enlarged clitoris pretty much. so besides those two things i was able to bring her in close and we talked about a couple things and i thaught if i played it right things might turn out well later. after taht we all run out of the ocean and put on our clothes and head to where our hotels were. we got to the point where it was time to split up to go to our hotels, obviously the married couple were going together, the guy and the girl that were in the water ended up going together which left me the girl i was talking to and the last guy. well it turns out that the last guy was the guy who got marrieds friend and he basically got assigned to her because they knew each other. FUCK. i ended up walking with the married couple for a little bit because their hotel was near mine and eventually split from them. after i got in to the hotel i took a shower and recapped what the hell just happend. i basically summed it up to one thing. if i wasnt drunk i would have been able to take control of the situation. had i known that was going to take place i wouldnt have drank that much but i didnt. i was so close to getting laid in hawaii but atleast it was a fun experience

so this post is getting a bit long so instead of making it reallllly long ill just make my next post a part 2 to the story and continue from there

enroute to hawaii

alright so this week has been interesting, and so far probablly the funnest as far as gaming goes. so to start off i think i only did like 4 day game approaches. and one really turned out interesting so heres the story behind it. i went to the mall ( this time to actually buy somthing) when i went up to the food court i saw this cute girl standing at the top of the escalators so i opened her and started to create a conversation i probablly only talked to her for like 3 minutes and she said she was waiting for her sister and about a minute later her sister showed up. i told her i wanted to get to know her and i took her number. it was probablly the fastest number close ive done so far she was a little young though only 18 and since it was such a fast number close i didnt expect a results from her. anyways i text her a few messages and i guess hse gave me her sisters number. after a couple more messages she ends up texting me with her real number and said i was freaking her sister out AWESOMMMMEEE anyways i gues that created like big drama for her cause her sister got on her case for giving out her number or somthing like that. i dont know but it was pretty amusing to me. what was interesting to me was how interested the girl actually was into me. ill get back to that a little later. so i think i number closed another girl but i actually cant remember where or when haha.

as far as the night game goes i went out thursday-saturday. thursday was actually my birthday, i didnt do anything super special during the day except my mom taking me out for lunch. but that night i went out with my friend and a couple other guys. it was my friends birthday the next day so he was kinda celebrating it at midnight. the interesting thing is that my friend is working on the set of a movie that is being filmed up her. its actually a big film and it has 50 cent, nicholas cage and a couple other major actors that i cant remember hahaha. but yeah so we met at a bar and a little later the prop director and his assistant showed up and we all hung out and drank a little bit so it was interesting meeting a guy who works on major films and they turned out to be pretty cool guys. anyways we ended up going to a few bars but since it was a thrusday nothing was really poppin and there wasnt really anything super exciting to report. friday turned out to be really fun i ended up going out to the club by myslef and ended up talking to a lot of females, the farthest i got was dancing with 2 girls and just talking with a lot of them. so i guess it was a mini success but i didnt get laid so it wasnt a total success. saturday was a bit of the same but i did open a 5 set (group of 5 girls) and one of the girls tried to make out with me as a point to show her friend somthing, but it came as such a shock i was like wtf and didnt follow through with it. i did get a pic with one of the girls-
she was a little thick and not really hot or anything but ehhh just brushing up my social status in the club i guess. that night i ended up dancing with 2 chicks i talked to earlier that night, both of which had some nice tits but since there was only 2 of them it was almost impossible to get any farther than that. i really does suck opening a 2 set cause you cant really get anywhere without a wingman but i still do it just to talk to the girls. but yeah thats how the nightlife went.

so that chick whos number i got earlier the week had been texting me the whole week. it kinda sucks though cause she was busy and i was busy and im going to hawaii on sunday so theres like no time to create anything with her, kinda sucks cause i could tell she was pretty interested in me and i couldve got some solid results from this girl if i would have had more time. oh well seattle will be so much better. also as you can probablly see i eneded up putting 3 stripes in my head. i know a girl that works at a hair salon and wanted it done so yeah. i like it but i think if i get it done again i might get it like a teal color instead of red. so im going to be flying to hawaii tomorrow and ill be there for 10 days. i dont plan on having my computer there so it will be a little bit untill i do another post. i will actually try and run game there so im sure ill have some stories for when i get back. other than that im a little tired right now and cant think of anything else so untill next time cosmonauts stay tuned and be prepared for some good stuff

raising the level

alright peeps this weeknd was pretty entertaining and so far for being done with work things have been going pretty well. so ill start off with saying that my week during the day was a little boring i did go out and try and run day game but hardly found any situations where there were girls to approach. it seems the more i do day game the more im starting to not like it. the main reason is because you actually have to go out and find the girls rather than being in a club and the hot girls just show up. but yeah so the day game has been pretty lame but maybe it will change this week. this weeknd is what i really wanted to talk about and is where most of the excitment comes in.

so i went out downtown thursday night to where all the bars and clubs are. it was my first time ever going out on a thursday and it basically lived up to my expectations. it wasnt super popping anywhere. i first went to this club that looked like things were happening. when i got in i realized they were doing a beer pong tournament and ended up seeing a couple guys i went to school with so i talked to them for a while i talked to a couple girls just casually though so nothing really sparked. i ended up leaving that place after a while and headed to one of the more popular bars downtown and it was realitively busy. i ended up talking to 3 sets all had 2 girls in them. 2 of the sets didnt really go anywhere and the convo stopped shortly after starting but one of the sets was going decent and one of the girls seemed a little interested so i felt like i could work a little magic. in the middle of the "attraction phase" she cuts me off and says see that guy right there he rapped my friend... great, so that killed the mood and any positive feelings i had building with her. i ended up leaving that bar after like an hour of getting there. i walked downtown a bit to see if any other places had anything going but it was all pretty slow so i headed home.

so now friday came around and i was pretty pumped cause the clubs were going to be packed and full of fertile female just waiting to sweep me off there feet and drive off into the night.... sorry i went into fairy tell mode there. anyways it was about 8pm and my friend texts me saying he wanted to do somthing that night i was like cool whats up. he said he wanted to go bowling and then check out this bar near the college campus that was supposed to be a hot spot. it was a little different than what i had planned but the college bar sounded like it might prove profitable. i got to his place at like 10 and him and 3 of his friends were there so after short introductions we headed to the bowling alley. it turned out to be pretty fun and entertaining and we were next to a group of young hot girls so it was even better. at one point i was grabbing a ball while one of the hot girls was and hit on her. about 3 minutes later they all left.. ahahhah i think they were just done bowling for the night. thats the excuse im going to use anyway. so afterwards we headed to the college bar which did not exceed expectations it wasnt even packed for a friday night and they had kareokee going. i havnt been around kareokee that much so that part was entertaining but the female selection was horrible and there wasnt anyone i wanted to approach. later that night a couple older girls came up behind me to order drinks, one of them was relatively good looking for a girl in her 30s so i was like why the hell not *turn around* " you guys arnt trying to jump me are you" and the conversation took off from there. unfortunately she had a grenade friend. in order to get in good with the "target" you have to get the grenade to be comftorable with you. so i tried to create casual talk to the grenade while teasing the target to creat attraction. the problem was the grenade was starting to get a little more "friendlier" with me. shit shit shity shit. i switched my focus to the target and started to run my "game" on her ahhaha
later in the convo one of there friends comes up. she was a bit younger and cute i was like ok here we go. she wanted to leave though but they wanted to take a smoke break and stepped outside. one of the other guys i was with was in the conversation as well and he stepped out with them to smoke. he came back in about 10 min. later saying they left. he also sayed that the two girls wanted us to go back to their house for drinks but the fucking grenade did what she does best and blew that fucking shit to hell and basically ruined the situation. well thats what i got from his dicription anyways. so i guess i didnt build enough comfort with the grenade.

so i saved the best for last of course, saturday. ill just jump straight into the nightlife. so theres like 4 or 5 major night clubs in alaska and when i say major i mean big for alaskas standards. anyway i have a favorite that i like to go to and decided to stay at that club for the night. i think i got there a little early but it was snowing like a bitch outside and didnt want to show up late and wait in line for 20 min. i got there and ordered a drink and saw two girls to my left so i started a convo it was more of a convo to create "social proof". another pick up artist technique. i ended up getting a pic with them just for the hell of it.
i also believe i came to an abrupt break through that night. especially with what was about to happen. i now believe that girls dressed attractively like wearing short dresses and skirts and all that are more open to getting physical, versus a girl in casual clothes. sounds simple but usefull. strangely enough 2 of the guys that i went bowline with showed up at that club so it was cool getting to know them a little better and actually had some people to talk to there. i talked to a few more girls before i stumbled across her-
she might not look as hot as she did in person (best excuse i used yet) but she was in a sexy dress and had nice body. so yeah she was in a group of like 4or 5 and they were all getting drinks so i went up to her and started talking to her, after her friends got their drinks they kinda said hi and then walked away. i was like wow they didnt even try to pull her away cool. so i talked to her for like 5 minutes before she went to find her friends or somthing like that. about 15 minutes later i saw her walking by and threw a straw at her to get her attention. hahahha thats the ultimate pick up technique right there. just throw shit at them. so she stopped and i started to talk to her again the funny thing was when i talked to her the first time for some reason she thaught i was gay. so now talking to her it was more so me trying to convince her that i wasnt as well as some other topics. also the guys i was with last night were right next to me whitnessing the whole thing hahaha. after about 10 minutes of talking i was like "here lets go ill prove to you", i grabbed her hand and headed to the dance floor where she began to prove to me she knew how to fucking dance. wow. a few minutes into dancing i swing her around and slide her hair away from her face and we began exchanging tongue techniques. she now found out i wasnt gay. we kept dancing for about 10 minutes all the while making out and getting pretty physical. after all that, we got away from the dance floor and she wanted to give me her number. things were going perfectly. after that she said she was going to find her friends and said she would find me before they left if her friends went somwhere. i shot her a text about 30 minutes later and she said she got in a fight with one of the bouncers and they all left. fuck. the worst part of it all is that she was from california and she was leaving on monday. which didnt leave anytime to create anything outside of the club. i texted her the next day to see if i could create somthing with the time she had left but it was a no go.

so thats how the weeknd went thats the better results ive had at the clubs in a while so id like to think im progressing. and from now on i believe i will be hitting on a lot more girls dressed like they want attention lol. also i might use the "im gay" routine to start the convo it might produce some results. ill have to test it out. sorry the post was long but there was a bit of details. if things keep up like this ill jsut try to keep the juicy stuff in the post. well untill next time cosmonauts. stay tuned.

100th post!!

first off id like to thank my sponsors and everyone close to me, and also my fans and followers. with out you guys i just dont believe i could have made it this far. hahaha anyways all joking aside it be my 100th post and im kinda happy about it. when i was starting this blog i intended to use it as kinda a learning tool which i have but it has also turned into a few other tools for me. i also see it as kind of a diary almost.... ok that sounds bad. a journal yeah much better. i know ill be able to look back at my posts and remember some of my better moments and also be able to laugh at some of the more not so memorable times as well. im happy with how things are going along and i can assure any readers that it is only going to get better from here and on into the new year.

so now onto life. aint shit happening yo! but yeah that pretty much somes it up this last week has been so lame. work has been going ok ive got 3 days left of the season and then ill be a free bird, but ill talk about that a little later. outside of work has just been stupid almost. i think i went out 4 times during the day to run game and i didnt see one girl that i wanted to approach. day game can be so frustrating especially in alaska. it also sucks cause i work midnight to noon so theres no time to go out at night to run night game and this whole month i have had 1 day off. i cant complain though cause if im not playing poker or chasing girls id rather be making money some how. plus 3 days left and ill be able to have some fun which is what i will talk about riiight meow!

so yeah im leaving to hawaii on the 13th but before that i plan on running some pretty solid night game. im gonna have 2 weeknds to go out before hawaii and i plan on going out probablly thursday-saturday night. the first weeknd will be pretty much devoted to running night game the second weeknd however will be different. my birthday is on the 10th wich is a thursday and to be honest i dont think i will be doing anything super exciting. my friends birthday however is the next day and we plan on going out at which time i will pretty much be celebrating my birthday as well. i would like to say i am going to go out that saturday as well but with the type of hangovers i get (zombie in acoma mode) and the events that are going to take place i doubt i will even make it out of the house. kinda sucks though cause thats the day i have to take my truck to get it shipped to seattle and im gonna be hating life but so what i just busted ass for 4.5 months. another thing im going to start doing at the clubs is getting the girls that i talk to, to take pictures with me i plan on posting them on here and then give a recap on the convo that i had with them and how things turned out. thats the plan anyway. as far as the hawaii trip goes. i plan on just getting away from reallity for those 9 days and jsut having a really fun and enjoyable time with my mom and friend. buuuuuut i do still plan on running some game there. from experience i know what the beaches of hawaii have to offer so im excited to try and run some "beach game"
if for nothing else than to just get a laugh from it. i dont plan on taking and electronics besides my phone and camera with me so when i get back ill have to recap and post pictures then. after that ill spend thanksgiving in town at which time my truck should be arriving in seattle then the next day and ill be flying down there to start a new adventure which im super stoked and cant wait for.

so for anyone who still reads this blog semi regularly i appreciate it. and thanks for reading while life was a little boring for me. the next post and plenty of posts after that should be filled with excitment, laughs, and wild times so untill then cosmonauts stay tuned